Every day I search The Pond for signs of life knowing it has near ended. Life fades into the darkness of the bottom as frogs seek their winter home. This guy was the last hold out. I trust he has now burrowed into the bottom sand, closed his eyes and is dreaming of the feast that will await him in spring.
Saturday, October 24, 2015
Friday, October 23, 2015
Jacks visit
You
swept in slashing your
brush with a vengeance
laying
waste to lush, vibrant growth, in one swoop.
Acacia
leaves lay crinkled and twisted, a rarity this time of year,
usually
holding on til December when they would shimmer
as
natures crystals competing with celestial star light,
but now
Jack, they lay broken, shattered by your ruthlessness.
Hostas
are twisted and drained of life as they collapsed
under
your hard brush Jack. They hug the ground in shock
not
having the time to wave in a late autumn breeze
in their
goldness, shining amongst yews of green, they now mourn.
The ole
sugar maple was assualted by you Jack, taken aback
by the
onslaught of your harshness she dropped her leaves
in one
day. I have never witnessed such viciousness in robbing
her of
ancient golden splendour especially one so revered.
The
walnut is now barren without fruit nor leaves. She had little time
to
prepare against you Jack. New growth fell to the ground while
its
fruit plummeted, smashing into a black stain, its skin
withered
and black from your brush. Do your pots only contain death?
Ferns
that once stood tall now are a crumpled mess Jack.
They
huddle amongst each other, fronds amongst fronds.
Though
they have the last laugh. The fern so named Autumn
grows
green and is full of life. You were not as strong as you thought.
There is
strength in nature Jack and while you were devastating
in your
first strike, there are those that live on and will survive.
Sunday, October 18, 2015
Saturday, October 17, 2015
Catching up...
Tis been
awhile since I pondered here. O I've pondered, mostly scribblings in
my journal but nothing on line. This has been the first weekend in
ages where I've made time for me. There have been too many weeks of
being emotionally drained with others problems, serious problems, to
attempt to post or visit fellow bloggers. I guess it's me fate
having an empathic soul but there comes a time when enough is enough.
I finally said to my boss since when have I been promoted to
Social Worker. That was a very black day after talking to a suicidal person for an hour. It is totally out of me job description but
these are people who became friends and I've worked with for 17
years. They trust and confide in me and I just can't brush them off
because I do care for them, not just as fellow employees but as
human beings who are experiencing tense times. All I can do is find
them assistance and listen; and perhaps that's all one needs is
someone to listen while they pour their heart out. Not to pass
judgement, as we all have our issues, but to actually listen with
compassion, share the tears, and a shoulder to lean on. Heavens
knows we could all use one of those shoulders. As for me I trod on,
just meself and nature.
After
waking up to the dreaded white shite fluttering down I spent the day
outside bundled up while tending to my haven, the garden. Pots were
emptied, begonia's transplanted and brought inside to the basement,
hoses drained and hung to dry, and furniture cleaned and stored,
except for my throne. That remains outside til I have to shovel. No
way am I giving it up this early. I need to be outside as long as
possible before the deep freeze sweeps in causing us to become
hermits for six months. One positive is that I finally hung the
chimes I birthdayed to meself but hadn't hung in case they kept
neighbours awake. This way they will tinkle from the winter winds to
remind me of summer breezes and birdsong when the bedroom window is
open during the chill of winter.
In the
mean time I've watched hundreds of blackbirds fill the sky in the
morning and evening. They must be roosting in the woods along the
river. I watched them take flight one morning this week and it
stretched two blocks wide. I've never seen this size of flock
before, ever!
blackbirds
fill the sky
seeking
shelter for the night,
pepper
on pasta
I'm
hungry ;)
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